Hey Yall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, have you missed me??  I hope so!!!!  lol Anyways, so much is going on right now.......I HAVE to write somewhere before I go even more insane then I already am!!!!!!

First off, I did my nails today!!!!  I am sooooooo ready for Spring!

Aren't they adorable????  I am just thankful I was actually able to take a min and get them done......I am not sure how I am feeling about these jamberrys yet.  I have a blog coming soon about that!! (promise)

Anyhow, now to write......

OK, as many of my readers know about me as of now is that I am Bipolar.  Yea, It sucks and yes, I am 37 years old and still learning how to cope with it and it is hard.  Always a battle. And I always hate it when it affects my relationships!!! especially with my daughter!!!! (or any of my family)

When your bipolar, a schedule is a MUST!!! At least for me it is????  I need some bipolar friends to talk to sometimes.....smh!  Anyhow, my daughter and my grandson moved in with my bf, son and myself back in November.  Am I thankful.....YES, is it hard on me??? HECK YES!!!  Anyhow, November to Feb I have been adjusting to having her here and also adjusting to a toddler running around and always into something.  I have had to adjust to more laundry, but that's OK too. I am thankful we have clothes too wash.....lol  I have had to adjust to toys everywhere, but that's OK because at least he has toys.  Y'all get what I am saying, right??  I mean, Yes......all of it is an adjustment and yes it is harder on me, but I manage to get through it.

*disclaimer* y'all, I started this blog a couple of weeks ago!!!! And I am just now back on the draft!!  Another downfall to being bipolar.  I don't have the attention span I need to finish things!!!!

Anyhow, as I was saying, things are just 100x's worse on me then it is on someone without being bipolar!!!  And the hardest thing to do is to explain to someone who is aka "normal".  norms just don't get it!!!!  I have found that writing to y'all does help, I just have to finish what I start!!!

Guess what......so they changed my daughters schedule!! Found this out this week.  Her new schedule consist of me keeping my grandson from about 2 pm until 10 am the following morning!!!  So, more adjusting!!! BUT!!  My daughter and I are doing better, I just hate when I get moody and she don't understand and she gets attitude back and all......just causes more stress but, I am trying to be patient and continue to pray and get through all this!!!!  I am thankful that my daughter was blessed with this job since she is mom & dad for my grandson and I promise I am gonna continue to help her achieve her dreams......even if it is hell on me!!  Isn't that what moms do???  I mean, my mom wasn't there for me, other things had her attention(RIP).  I always said that is something I will always be for my kids.....there for them!!!!  That's only what is right!!! right???

Thanks for letting me vent!!!! I know it is all over the place(thanks to being manic) but it does help me cope and get through things!!!!

I hope all of you are doing good and as always #stayblessed

MUAHS!

some past nails I've done

Yea......yea you!! Good Morning!!!  In light of my blog post last night, I understand that my nails look very bad......so, I am giving myself a fresh manicure sometime this morning!!  But, in the meantime I thought I'd share a few pics of some of my nails I have done in the past.  I'd really love some feedback on this, OK??  

If y'all like my nails I have done, and would like me to start blogging about them.......

Don't keep quiet!!!!  Speak up!  KK????

The first set I'm gonna share with you are my first set of galaxy nails.....

I had seen this galaxy nail kit by kiss at walmart.  I love galaxy nails! They look really neat and I honestly didn't realize how easy this was too do using the kit!

starting with base coat, then add your blue on all your nails.  Using the red you sponge on over some of the blue.  Don't do too much, you want the effect of gas or clouds kind of.  After you finish with the red, do the same with a layer of white.  Go in with your dotting tool and make various size white dots on each finger for the stars.  To finish up use the kiss glitter top coat.  This is cute but, the big stars in it are really hard to get out of the bottle.  

This is the finished look.....

That's the only one I am gonna go into detail about at this time.  I just wanna give u an idea on how I could do the blogs about nails.  Please, if you like this or if you see a picture of any certain nails and want a tutorial.......COMMENT!!!!  lol

spring daisy nails

rawr

   

trying out a matte top coat

Im really loving grey right now

AHS freakshow nails

i did my friends lil halloween nails

dotacure

 

9/11 nails

pretty in pink

 

one of my fave color combos

   

                                     

rasta cheetah

pool nails lol

4th of July nails

dont mind the edges.....

nails and toes

 If any of these you want a tutorial on, let me know! I have more, but, Ill add them to another blog at a later date!!!

MUAHS!