So, I haven't been sleeping well lately. My schedule is all outta whack with my daughter's job and all!! I am up at 5 am every morning, Going, as soon as my feet hit the floor!! Now, I don't mind this at all, really!! I am NOT a lazy person at all. But, once I get sleep deprived........its over for me!! Anyhow, like I was saying, up at 5 am and not in bed until about 1:30 am every night!! that's only about 3 1/2 hrs sleep every night!! That isn't good for me......at all!!! And now I know it!!!
I wasn't able to go to sleep until about 2 am this morning and I had a nightmare and I was woken up about 3 am!! Y'all, I was TERRIFIED! I swear I was dead!!! By the time I was able to calm myself down and was feeling tired it was 4 am, really!!?? What kind of fool would I be to go to sleep when my alarm was about to go off??? All it would do is pi** me off!! So, I couldn't cut the TV on, I didn't wanna wake anyone. I finally ended up getting my phone and laptop and going into the living room.
Today is gonna be hard! I got a whole hours of sleep and I gotta drive my bf to work in about 15 mins.....then I gotta come home and wake the kid up for school. Once he is gone my daughter will get up and get ready for work and I will have my grandson until about 11 tonight. I am more then likely gonna be on edge and pretty cranky. I don't like these types of days because not only is it hell for me, but for anyone that comes around me today!!
So, I guess I'll do my morning prayers and just pray that Heavenly Father gives me the strength and patience I need to get through this day!!!!!!!!!!
On another note....... HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!!!
Don't forget to wear GREEN so u don't get pinched!!!! And as always, #StayBlessed
MUAHS!
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