why blog?

Well, I keep journals. But, sometimes I feel like things I go through can maybe, somehow help others.
You see, I'm disabled. You probably wouldn't know it just by looking at me....

See?? Pretty normal looking, right? Ugh...i wish!! I have a long list of mental disabilities .
1. Bipolar
2. Social anxiety
3. Anxiety/panic attacks
4 post traumatic
5. Borderline personality disorder
So, yea.... That's a list. I know when I was first dx'ed, I felt so alone. And it was so hard to talk to people. The hardest thing in the world is when someone ask you "what's wrong"? Wanna know why?? Cause no matter how hard I tried, sometimes the things I were feeling were just....idk, hard to explain?? Like, you can't really put it into words. I feel like one must actually feel it to understand it... Yall know?
Anyhow, hopefully my blogs will help someone reading this, out help someone who has a loved one with any of these disabilities.
So, until next time!! Muahs!!

Remember to always smile!
Ps. Sorry about sideways pics, I'm learning this app

prob the last person in the world

To start a blog!! I mean sure, I've tried this before.... But..... Yea, you see where that got me! Lol
So, if your looking for the cutsie pregnancy, babies growing up, ect...... I'm probably not the blog your looking for!😞 I'm just playing!! Wait!! If you wanna see babies, I can throw in a pic of this adorable baby from time to time!!!!

Yea, I'm an old lady...... That's my grandson!! Isn't he just the cutest dragon 🐲 ever???? So, see?? If it's a cute baby you want....i can deliver 😉
Anyhow, almost all my kids are grown... So, not to much cutsie there. I bet your wondering what my blog is gonna consist of? Huh??? Well...... Stay tuned 👍