Nightmares!!!!

So, I haven't been sleeping well lately.  My schedule is all outta whack with my daughter's job and all!!  I am up at 5 am every morning,  Going, as soon as my feet hit the floor!!  Now, I don't mind this at all, really!!  I am NOT a lazy person at all.  But, once I get sleep deprived........its over for me!!  Anyhow, like I was saying, up at 5 am and not in bed until about 1:30 am every night!!  that's only about 3 1/2 hrs sleep every night!!  That isn't good for me......at all!!!  And now I know it!!!

I wasn't able to go to sleep until about 2 am this morning and I had a nightmare and I was woken up about 3 am!!  Y'all, I was TERRIFIED!  I swear I was dead!!!  By the time I was able to calm myself down and was feeling tired it was 4 am, really!!??  What kind of fool would I be to go to sleep when my alarm was about to go off???  All it would do is pi** me off!!  So, I couldn't cut the TV on,  I didn't wanna wake anyone.  I finally ended up getting my phone and laptop and going into the living room.

Today is gonna be hard! I got a whole hours of sleep and I gotta drive my bf to work in about 15 mins.....then I gotta come home and wake the kid up for school.  Once he is gone my daughter will get up and get ready for work and I will have my grandson until about 11 tonight.  I am more then likely gonna be on edge and pretty cranky.  I don't like these types of days because not only is it hell for me, but for anyone that comes around me today!!

So, I guess I'll do my morning prayers and just pray that Heavenly Father gives me the strength and patience I need to get through this day!!!!!!!!!!

On another note....... HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!!!

Don't forget to wear GREEN so u don't get pinched!!!! And as always, #StayBlessed

MUAHS!

#SundayFunday

Yes!!!!  I know I haven't been blogging like I should.  Like I said in an earlier post, I have so much going on and my bipolar has really been controlling me more then me controlling it!!! So, today was a day that I really needed.

Since my daughter started working, she had planned this day for us.  She got my dad to go pick up my oldest son and they drove an hr and a half to come up here for the day.  She treated us to Chinese take-out and we went to the park to eat.

We couldn't have asked for a prettier day!!!!  After the last 2 rainy days......the sun finally came out and it was pleasantly warm!!!!

Hello Spring!

Well Hello Spring!!!! That is exactly how it was today!! It was perfect!! And it really was a day I needed!!  My family and fun!!!

I <3 my daddy

YUM

He wanted to play

Karsyn and Unc

never too old to play

he has me wrapped

weeeee

such a cutie

I don't even know lol

couldn't ask for a prettier day!

<3

All Smiles!

Karsyn and Unc #Priceless

My baby boy

Vitamin D

YYAAAASSSSSS!

Me and my oldest son

Sometimes not worrying about anything and just playing is a good release!!!!  I am so thankful and blessed to be so close with my family!!!

What did y'all get to do for #SundayFunday??  Hope y'all had beautiful weather today too!!!

Also, I got my #beautybox5 and I will have my #SubscriptionBoxSaturday up tomorrow!!!!

Until tomorrow!!!  #StayBlessed

Muahs!